arghh..

i'll be firm to my words..

you taught me how to wait, maybe i just learned it too well

bahala na

d naman pdeng sya lang ang palaging kampante habang ako ang palaging pasilip silip, nag iisip at di mapakali

i dont know

i dont know what to do now

if

if she only knew how hard i am trying to restrain my self from writing to her and letting her know everything... "exactly"


Just when i have convinced my self that what i am doing all along is wrong, that the time is now...

i also made another decision that complicates everything...




that when that time comes

those words will come out from my mouth spoken not written...

and there will be no other means of communication but a personal one



i just hope that that time will come

that it will never be too late...

sigh

i told my self that i will be very subtle,


and when i was really confident that im doing fine,

boom



i received a message from her number..

watta move

watta move tlga?

speechless

basta ang saya2x ko, hahahahahaha